Pisces is my muse. The zodiac moves into it's final sign today and I celebrate the sensation of this time of year.
When I can’t go on racing electric current of light, it coats my nerves in fat and moisture and soothes all my edges, Laughing at me all the while. I follow it's music down long pathways. I breathe it’s smoothness washing in sensation so serene and vast. It brings me to a stillness inside of it’s waves. It sees me and watches me, holding me, cooing to me that it will never go, it will always stay. It tells me there is nothing to shed, nothing to change...not a moment ever spent away from its pulsing, formless shore.
We can use the energy of this time of the year to find our soft edges and to know that we are held by something much larger and more mysterious than our minds. Pisces gives us the cushion to dissolve into the unknown of ourselves.
The act of dissolving can be very tender and it can also be scary. My work in healing is centered around this point of release. I see it's edge in the safety of my sessions and I teach how to manage this from the comfort of home. It's something I encourage us not to be afraid of because on the other side of it is the authentic self, free of the thing blocking the way. One of the greatest mysteries is that our ability to create is connected to our ability to destroy. In the same way, our ability to grow is also connected to our willingness to be dissolved.